8/20/2008 10:29:00 pm
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
THANKS A MILLION GRACE! you're the best, i'm so glad i got that thingy off my chest. It has been bugging me since friday. sheesh, maybe mel can never make good choices.
anyways, i've been thinking again. a sign of mel when she's stressed. hahahs. i realised how i cant be bothered to phrase my sentences properly when i'm not doing english hmk. i realised that a lot of people think that i'm emo when i know i'm not. maybe i am unconsciously? i think i'm emotionally unstable, so i'm really really, honestly very very sorry to those i shouted at ferr very small matters over the last few days. its all coz of what happened on one terrible friday. everything on that day was bad. today was bad. i think my life is starting to get worse]: i still love the people who always make me smile, make me so so happy(:
GRACE!
JERRY!
KENNETH!
GEL!
CASSIE!
SONGHENG!
CLEMENT!
i just realised how this list is getting shorter by the days. maybe ten years later there's only grace there. honestly, i hope not. i'm scared to lose friends. i noticed i have this tendency to be really possessive over a friendship when i think its fading away, causing it to really end. okay, i know songheng will always be there too, well, he promised. he'll adopt me as his goddaughter. hahahs. okay, random random.
Ben, where have you been? i noticed how distant we are now. however, each time we see each other, it seems like we've never been apart. i guess this is true friendship, a true friend. i can freely share anything i want with you at any time. i'm s glad i've got you. thanks a million ben. your very random msgs that pop up on my hp always perk me up(:
actually, msgs from those ppl above always make me smile out of the blue. like, i'll just smile and everyone will think i'm spastic. hahahs.
goin back to slack.
