8/13/2008 09:44:00 pm
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
I've been trying to give my best into everything, trying, but i'm not too sure whether I'll cut the mark for it. I feel that i wont make it for english nor statistics. I hope i can get a decent grade for polar to stay on math track 3, i hope not to mess up bio in case they ask me to drop instead of dropping it on my own accord. i'm not sure whether to drop it or not but i'll feel better if i dropped it myself than get forced to drop honours. i want to do wel lfor econs, i hope i can do something good out of my project so in some way, i can benefit this school and feel more accomplished. i think i'm becoming more fearful, more insecure of life. i feel like i'm forcing a smile on my face, i feel like life's a chore, i'm just trying to live in a lie that i love all that i'm doing when i know i'm not.
what keeps me going right now is track, is my eagerness to do something that can benefit the school, the less fortunate. had a random thought during my papers this morning, the school seriously wastes a lot of paper. if i were to run a school, i would use recycled paper to keep the tables stable. i know the management will say that we can cheat or whatsoever. check the paper first then. i'll print just enough forms for people, maximize the spaces on each piece of paper, make students use notebooks for asignments instead of fullscape paper, make teachers used recycled paper when having extra lessons with the students. a few random thoughts.
NOBEL THE POWERHOUSE(:
STRIVE FOR EXCELLENCE
THE THING IN LIFE I REALLY ENJOY.
