5/13/2008 04:48:00 pm
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
i've changed my skin! okays i actually prefer the previous one but everyone's telling me to change it so here it is. someone please help memake a nicer one can? smiles!
an abstract from joel's blog.
whats love if its all about walking along town areas, holding hands, cuddling or kissing to tell the entire world that you've got a partner? furthermore, that person got to look good to make you look good. then in true love, the relation is strained to the world's ideal love thingy.
its surprising how i actually said that years ago. i think i grew up, and like ungrew(is that the word) or something coz of the way i think now. sheesh, grow up again mel! maybe i'm back to living in fairytales and lala lands. places where i get shot by mr snowager and jump around in bouncy castles and eat chicken nuggets all day long. i like being a kid(: yes, i cant seem to feel as upset as the last two years of my life now. i mean, there are times when i get upset but its not to the extent that i feel that life is totally pointless. at least i've learnt not to be upset over broken friendships, especially when those friendships were so superficial from the start. at least i know too, who are my bestest friends(:
ah, why is everyone saying that i'm wordyyyy.]: alrights i'll post a picture(:
i got this from my old blog along with some things below(:
MG founders day(: rachel you're missed]:
Some things that i never thought that i wouldve said, but i did.
i aint thinking of YOU today.
it hurts to see you so far away.
i dont think its meant to be.
so good bye thats the way it is.
i'm just thinking of you. my whole mind is filled with thoughts of you. thoughts of times we were together. i dont know if it was the right track to take. but i've chosen to take it. i'm getting tired of this track. and you suddenly seem to be on some other different track from me. i see you. but i cant feel you. i feel alone. i think i'll just go back and get on another track soon. before it gets too far. too late ferr regrets. too late to turn back. i cant hang on much longer. i'm dehyrating in the dessert place. and you dont seem to be there ferr me. i miss you TONS.
i think that its just wierd how i could say such things two years ago, maybe even longer. its amazing how i could say mature things, like the quote from joel's blog, and at the same time, say such immature things on my blog. i tried to recall who i was referring to at that time, but i can barely remember who or whether each time i typed something along those lines, it was referring to the same person. wierd isnt it, maybe thats why everyone thinks that i'm not ever going to date someone for more than a year! sheesh, i'll show you(x YES! wait until i'm 60. hahahs. ah its the hyperness i'm feeling after AP(:
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY, i'm going to fly around!
