4/26/2008 02:05:00 pm
Saturday, April 26, 2008
my brother is being a pain i tell you. he's being an irritating person and he thinks he runs my life as long as my parents are not around. now i know why i cannot be proud of my brother the way most younger sisters are of their brothers. my brother is useless. he cant even get into ocs. so much for gold for some fitness test and skipping bmt. that doesnt mean anything. i used to try to be proud of my brother, but i realise there's NOTHING to be proud of coz he's the worst of the lot. i wish i had a brother that i could be proud of. unfortunately, that will never be the case. mas selamat will never be caught as long as he's in the army. so much for his 12 hours duty supervising others. maybe he's supervising coz he simply cannot be the one who will be out looking for that terrorist? yea. so what is there to be proud of? NOTHING. maybe thats why i dont like going home when he's not on duty. i'll have to face his irritating attitude. i used to wonder why i cant be proud of my brother the way other sisters do, now i will not even bother, coz i've found the answer, and the truth hurts.