4/27/2008 11:07:00 pm
Sunday, April 27, 2008
i have no idea what to say. today, good or bad, i really dont know. its just a day thats totally messed up. jsut when it starts getting better, it gets worse. i'll never have one truely happy day. just found out that my tuesday is packed so we cant go to ben and jerry's to get ice cream]: the only day for me to have fun, i cant. its quite irritating. wanted to go out over the weekends, in the end i couldnt. i feel really bad making douglas wait and wait and wait until last min, i say i cant go out. i'm really sorry douglas]: grace is sick, sighs. take care! my mommie is sick and i was sick. i'm still going to train. train til i overstrain myself, i wouldnt mind. at least i know i did my best, at the same time, i will stop thinking too much.
maybe its just coz i'm hooked onto a particular song. that song nearly portrays every single word i used to say to you, just that the english is more profound. ohplease, i hope you hear that song really soon. that was precisely what you did, asking me to listen to songs to figure out what you're feeling. just for once, i'm telling you to listen to a song. i'm sure this song aint as hard to comprehend as the songs you always pick. THANKS.
