4/24/2008 05:47:00 pm
Thursday, April 24, 2008
I feel that i no longer have any motivation to even try to do better in school. i hate the way teachers just go on and on about how if you studied, you'll do well. that may apply for good students who study, thus doing even better. however, not everyone is like that. always commenting the same few students wont exactly help much either and trying to compare others with the genuinely smart people is just demoralizing.
i shall not be so depressed, or at least try not to(: there, a smile!
anyways, i messed up kinetics. i chose the correct option but wrote down the wrong alphabet into the box. HOW DUMB. that cost me 2 marks. next, i wrote the right reaction but i wrote it on the wrong part. GREATEST MISTAKE. another 2 marks. the other 2, wells, its O LEVEL QUESTIONS. sheesh. mel are you seriously dumb or stupid? thats a rhetorical question. you should just go do o levels and get the lowest in the entire singapore or something. you cant even do what o level kids are doing! so now you're dumber than more than half of the people in singapore that's your age. talk about doing well for AP. yea rights.
chinese, another messed up paper. and i didnt need people to rub salt into my wound. i seriously know that i deproved A LOT, but i was jsut trying to show that i dont really care. which normal human wants to cry in front of others? yea, so you just went on and on and on. nvm, mel you must know that you are getting dumber so its right for smart people to discriminate the dumb ones. TMR. i will try, but i cant be sure that it'll pull up my grades. irritating things in life, messed up life, why is everything becoming so terrible these days?
ohgreat. mel, so much for not being so depressing.