of course on top of all these, we have to do math and chem AP preps. plus there's an english test in the first week when school reopens. plus all my other things.
at least its time for me to rest after one really hectic week. its like, everyday i'm in school from 8 til 9 at night without breaks. even if i do, its like, one 30 mins break ferr dinner. I have been missing nearly all my meals lately.
i'm really disappointed today. i really want to train hard and do something. not just training for the fun of it. i know i was sick but i can recover and i'm sure i can perform wayy better than last year. honestly, i'm more interested in cross country than track and field. i've been so terribly stressed lately, nearly cried so many times. i'm really thankful for those who were there. though not many, but those few just meant the world to me at this breaking point.
ZHONG: thankies so much ferr giving me the time that i needed with the interactors before SLI. and your efforts really paid off since SLI was so successful! being in the same subject group as you has made me really glad to know you. in the little ways that you have helped me, thank you zhong!(:
Cheryl: twin! thankies so much ferr your mp3! hahahs. we're both equally as stressed! here's to the start of HORRIDAYS! hahahs. love you so much for being there to hear me out!(: we still dont know if the person in the papers is you! hahahs. i know you hate hostel but start loving it. it'll make living here better(x
SongHeng:thankies ferr always encouraging me when i'm down! though sometimes its really really impossible to happen, you still dare to say it. those things will make me laugh and cheer up. i'm so glad to have you as a friend for 3 years and counting!(:
TheodoreTan: thankies ferr NOT coming down ferr SLI!]: hahahs. i'm just kidding. no harsh feelings. but i'm really thankful that i've got you to complain to about all the things i'm stressed out about and ferr entertaining me during my SLI rehearsals. hahahs. ( i hope the president and deputy president wont read lower than what i wrote to them) by the way, scroll up! zhong ming's the president and cheryl's the deputy president of the 4th SC! see you soon i hope!
KENNETH!: MY VERY VERY PRECIOUS VP! my daddy's one position lower than me. but anyways, thankies so much ferr flooding our inboxes, both email and hp!(x hahahs. jkjk. but now you're known ferr that. you helped me to handle so many things while i was in hospital and even now, you're always reminding me about things i've forgot. thankies!(: of course, you've been a great listener and a very good friend too! always letting me complain to you, especially ytd when i was really down over the whole matter. and thankies ferr going around SSEF with me!(:
thats all ferr now. i'm going down to the music room to play with shiyi aaron and gel!
ps, did you know that gel and mel really rhymes? hahahs. we both found that out today((:
