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hello!
i'm back from rowcall(:
i had a wonderful colourful day!
besides the moment i got back to hostel
coz i was feeling really down already
especially while i was in the car
and then when i got to the hostel
i saw arun
i said hi happily at first
then he had to disturb me about someone
like i say hi to everyone
so does that mean i like everyone?
honestly, i dont mind if the gossip continues
but it is just a GOSSIP
nothing more.
i dont want things to be too big
THANK YOU(:

i'm tempted to put up one particular picture!
but LUX will slaughter me
i've got loads of other lovely photos(:
but i'll reconsider putting them up(x

ferr now, its back to reminiscing today(:

ITS OVER!(: let me run through it from 4 onwards.

roy and shaun asked me how to do the flash and how lnog they get. hahahs. quite late but nvm. kenneth said that they told him that it was done at 12! but at least it got out at the end of it. was trying to pin my hair up really neatly afterthat. successful!(at first) then when i got to school, pe teachers were looking ferr the interactors so i had to go tell them that we're excused. then went to council room and andy wasnt there! then i ran back to the audi to do the preps. i will not go through the prep period now though(: then went down to the council room again to find wanyu. i had a nice chat with her until my ushers came(: then i went off to pick the evergreen sec students. i was like without a tie! coz my tie was in the audi. so embarrassing! anyways, then all the guests arrived and i went out just in time to walk the guest of honour in. then i sat down and i had to go out again to get my speech which later i found out that it was at the podium already. so dumb=X then we had toasting and kenneth forgot to get the people to stand. but its alrighteees(: then IPP's turn before it was my turn to toast the guest. i had no idea what to sy. then i laughed into the mic when i gave the toast. anyways, i felt really wierd. then the speech by Mr Ong and Dr Hang. I didnt hear Mr Ong's speech though coz i was backstage frantically looking for my speech! anyways, then we had installation, and i forgot the pledge. i missed out one line! i'm so sorry! okays at least later i was smart enough to flip to the file although it was so terribly unglam! the worst part, my fringe went crazy! i got so annoyed. hmphfs. lousy hair clip! using hair spray was useless! then induction of the members and the pledge again. this time is was right. then i introduced Mr Ong and Ms Koh and gave my screwed up speech. i totally messed it up by saying so many wrong things!>.< then the theme. SCREWED! so i just went up to invite GOH to give his address first before unveiling of the theme in which i had to explain what it was about. however, it seemed so short so i added in some things. qutie lame though. hahahs. but i hope it meant something. then we had our song in which people thought we were lip singing and that it was a total failure if we were lip singing! ms koh's mic wasnt switched on]: then we had the school song and i had to sing. i think i totally couldnt sing it right. as in, i was off pitch or something but nvm. then we ushered the rotarians down and had dinner with them(: well i managed to chat with some other rotary clubs. then kenneth and i went to take pictures! and then more pictures with shawn and grace! then kenneth and i finally got down to eating. RICE AND GRAVYYY! so pathetic! so kenneth and i went back at 830. at 845, we ran back to the concourse coz i got a msg to go back to make sure the caterers settled the clearing up well. hahahs. then we waited ferr them to clear the tables but they never came back so we called ms koh while i msged Mr Ong. it was quite funny how tonight everyone was up to the same things(x hahahs. this event cannot be mentioned though. i'm happy! just that my hair clip broke]: i am so depressed! its like less than a month old. sighs. poor mel. someone should get her a new orange clip]:

back to studying!

TODAY'S THE DAY!

AND TODAY I FELL IN LOVE WITH MARCUS AGAIN!

ytd was a bad day. chem test math test, chinese lesson, interact, math test.
nothing's going to get any better after today. but i love my installation committee! you guys are simply the best(:

A TOAST TO ALL!
hahahs. i got that off my script. hee.

NOW HOW TO GET MY HAIR NEATTT?!

I'm ready for anything that comes my way! i'm all geared up.( just that i'm missing one fuel source and i just missed that source today again) farewell!(: i'm going to miss everyone who left their footprints in my very wonderful 16 years. 17, new environment, new friends, i'm sure i will not get used to it. but i've got the memories f wonderful people to carry me through the next two years! let me leave with a shout out to these people before i go stagnant until i'm not too sure when.





on 2nd thoughts, i still got about a few more weeks so i can do it another time. i'm really tired now. i'm going to make this installation the best one ever with my exco! with the help of my very wonderful vp(: sugar rush!

AH!
jsut imagine all the colourful words w=coming out from mel now. i've been using colourful so much that my life is so colourful now! monday i've got no break! from morning 9 til after chem at 9. what is this! breakfast and supper only. school the sat prep then installation rehearsals then exco meeting then chem. SHEEET! i'm hooked on leavin' by jesse mccartney. hahahs. kenneth sent it to me so i didnt have to keep pressing play again on his site(x so sweet of kenneth cheah yew hong! iono whether he allowed me to type his full name but he cant do anything to me coz i'm president!(x jkjk. i think i'm way too stressed. i've spent the whole day on the com hoping to do my academic project but i only wrote 68 words from morning til now! MEL YOU'RE A FAILURE]: I need an agenda for exco meeting but OaG didnt get back to me! SHEEET! hahahs. i think sheets of paper should be green. lime green! oh craps. that was total randomness. but anyways, i mixed the song! wel i used ben's mix os it aint entirely my efforts=X thanks ben ferr helping us(: kenneth who's trying as well!(: my choreographers, altron, chengxu, chris, vivien, my vp! we are desperate presidents. so please reply our emails! hahahs. or else we're going to call up each school and go down to deliver the invitation personally! well, i can contact only 1 president now. acs int coz he's anren's classmate. peiyi doesnt know his school's president nr anyone in interact! jorel as well. chinkhang and zheyuan too. now we dont even know whether pjc has an interact club. kenneth's friend said there was but on my side, its a no. its called ambassador club. hahahs. STRESS! i cant even go ferr nus open house]: i'm really pleased with my mix though. hahahs. I'm a talented SHEEEET. hahahs. there's something seriously wrong with me!

I'm not even half way through all my hmk]:
I wish kenneth was still in singapore! I'm getting kind of not used to not getting msgs or not msging him everyday. At least very soon he'll get another line too(: My bills nearly hit hundred last month! ohwells. i dont really bother. hahahs. Was using shawn's phone to msg kenneth that day and he didnt even notice that it was me(x

KENNETH GET BACK TO SINGAPORE NOW!
hahahs. you need to settle your divorce cases(x

AH!
I MUST LISTEN TO MY DADDY AND GO TO SLEEP!
I MUST STOP WATCHING TAIWANESE SHOWS!
I MUST SLEEP BEFORE DADDY WILL SLEEP TOO!
JIAYOU DADDY WITH THE LOGO!
ITS LIKE SUPER ULTRA PRETTYY!(:
dont overwork yourself ferr interact.
i really really appreciate you so much<3

hello! i'll have a happy post as you guys requested! a post on all our holiday hmk!(x

• Organic chem tutorial 4
• Murali's chem practice questions
• Econs project
• Econs practice questions
• Chinese compo
• Chinese 'rat' comprehension
• Math journal
• Bio assignment 2
• Bio project
• Bio prac 4
• English AP draft

of course on top of all these, we have to do math and chem AP preps. plus there's an english test in the first week when school reopens. plus all my other things.

1. Interactors' Board Installation-I have to start preparing my speech!
2. Conditioning to get back in pace with track
3. Teaching Juliet so she wont fail her PSLE
4. Doing up youth prayer thingy
5. Going back to school to make up for all that I've missed during hospitalization

at least its time for me to rest after one really hectic week. its like, everyday i'm in school from 8 til 9 at night without breaks. even if i do, its like, one 30 mins break ferr dinner. I have been missing nearly all my meals lately.

i'm really disappointed today. i really want to train hard and do something. not just training for the fun of it. i know i was sick but i can recover and i'm sure i can perform wayy better than last year. honestly, i'm more interested in cross country than track and field. i've been so terribly stressed lately, nearly cried so many times. i'm really thankful for those who were there. though not many, but those few just meant the world to me at this breaking point.

ZHONG: thankies so much ferr giving me the time that i needed with the interactors before SLI. and your efforts really paid off since SLI was so successful! being in the same subject group as you has made me really glad to know you. in the little ways that you have helped me, thank you zhong!(:

Cheryl: twin! thankies so much ferr your mp3! hahahs. we're both equally as stressed! here's to the start of HORRIDAYS! hahahs. love you so much for being there to hear me out!(: we still dont know if the person in the papers is you! hahahs. i know you hate hostel but start loving it. it'll make living here better(x

SongHeng:thankies ferr always encouraging me when i'm down! though sometimes its really really impossible to happen, you still dare to say it. those things will make me laugh and cheer up. i'm so glad to have you as a friend for 3 years and counting!(:

TheodoreTan: thankies ferr NOT coming down ferr SLI!]: hahahs. i'm just kidding. no harsh feelings. but i'm really thankful that i've got you to complain to about all the things i'm stressed out about and ferr entertaining me during my SLI rehearsals. hahahs. ( i hope the president and deputy president wont read lower than what i wrote to them) by the way, scroll up! zhong ming's the president and cheryl's the deputy president of the 4th SC! see you soon i hope!

KENNETH!: MY VERY VERY PRECIOUS VP! my daddy's one position lower than me. but anyways, thankies so much ferr flooding our inboxes, both email and hp!(x hahahs. jkjk. but now you're known ferr that. you helped me to handle so many things while i was in hospital and even now, you're always reminding me about things i've forgot. thankies!(: of course, you've been a great listener and a very good friend too! always letting me complain to you, especially ytd when i was really down over the whole matter. and thankies ferr going around SSEF with me!(:

thats all ferr now. i'm going down to the music room to play with shiyi aaron and gel!

ps, did you know that gel and mel really rhymes? hahahs. we both found that out today((:

i'm really really pissed with you. i mean i know i get a bit impatient over these kind of matters sometimes to but can you please think for people? i dont see why people are different from animals if you've got no common sense. cant you just try to make this a nicer stay in the hostel? to think that i used to regard you as my good friend. thankfully its no longer that way or else the hurt will be so much deeper. i really see no point in crying. guys aint guys if they even make a girl cry over nothing. everyone felt how you feel but cant you just be a bit tolerant to others? they want to use the lift too and its not only you. songheng is right. you're not worth caring for if you make girls cry for no good reason. you're just an annoying person and i dont really care at all about how you're feeling. you're the first and the last person i'm saying that too coz i never really detested someone so much until i met you.

ah! super hectic now. ohwells.i was super happy after exco meeting today although i think i was wayy too informal. hahahs. ohwells. i'm just really happy. hee. after dinner especially. mr cheah! hahahs. that was the biggest joke lahs. but thats not what i'm happy about. hee. i'm not too sure what i'm happy about. ohwells i'm going to be happy until things change. i hope that it wont change but it'll improve. hahahs. byes!<3

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