2/19/2008 11:44:00 pm
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
did i mention that it was stanley's birthday on thursday? hahahs. i hope you like that sweet sweet present coz i loved yours((: went out to halland village with the mg gang. tmr's maryann's birthday but i wont be able to go]: ohwells.
here's wishing that wonderful funny girl
A BIG FAT HAPPY 17 BIRTHDAY!(:lux's ferrero rochers were nice too(: all the nice chocolates,sweets and cookies were simply delicious(: the flowers(that are bound to wither and die) were really pretty. hahahs. iono what that bracketed statement is there for. but somehow i just hate getting flowers. i'm so scared that it'll signify something else rather than the simple expression of affection. why doesnt a flower signify a relationship that will end since the flower is going to wither and die someday? i dont get why i'm keeping my flowers from years back. getting mad at myself for no apparent reason makes me feel like a total retard. laughing and smiling at nothing makes me feel like a retard too. and i'm not going to let these things that make me feel like a retard come in my way anymore. out of my life; SHOO!
i remember coming back to the hostel telling everyone that i was extremely happy that day over something and today, that very same thing made me extremely devastated. i have no comments.
