1/14/2007 12:55:00 pm
Sunday, January 14, 2007
i'm so bored and i dont want to do anything. i got to start studying!]: ohyea. i saw our pictures again. it seemed so long ago but yet i seem to be able to remember everything about us so clearly. fusion i thought of you when * gave their item. the time when you brought me to watch something similiar to that and i didnt have to pay ferr the ticket. i got to know your friends.
i thought i got over you. i guess i did. or maybe its all just an illusion. i remember the time when i cried over you ferr the last time. and i tried never to think of you in that way anymore. i think all i remember are memories. not the love we once had. and i guess you'll never remember i existed.
why do i always have to go through one after another, saying the same thing at the end of it but yet still repeat the entire cycle? i hope i wont do it anymore. one more time and i wouldnt know what would happen to me this time. its all because of those pictures and the item that made me think of you. i msged you before school, rushed to my locker to get my hp after school and rushed to the first floor just to read your msg. i missed my bus because i was replying you. its just so different now. i wonder how you are now but you wont even say.
i want to be FREE! i want to have back my spiritual life and not dwell on temporary things. i want to pursue an eternal love and the passion i used to have. i will do it
