12/11/2006 10:01:00 pm
Monday, December 11, 2006
camp is coming up soom and its so exciting! hahahs. grace is my sweet leader coz she's so scared i'll fall sick. hahahs. okays. so wednesday i'll go training then i go out with the TEAM! then i go ferr camp. hee. fun lahs. hahahs. jkjk. i know its tiring but i love the team. smiles. although i doubt there'll be a b div team next year. sighs. ohwells. i miss school. not the studying part. but the times with the people around me. the very wonderful friends and the fellowship. i hate studying. but i love my friends in nush[: hugs! we got to go out and look matured cheryl! smiles. hahahs. okays. i hope to see many many many people soon! i hope to see you! but hey! it definitely is quite a lnog time since i last saw you. how many hours?]:
enjoy your hols the next few days ryan![:
I'm out with my girls tryna have a good time
And you know I'm looking fly tryna meet sum other guys
But it gets hard sometimes cuz there ain't no one just like you
I try my best but I can't shake this thing u got me going through
All i can picture is the color of your eyes, and the way u make me smile
I ain't felt this in a while,
But I came to a conclusion that this is pure illusion
Chaos and confusion but I'm not gonna let it ruin
The way I feel about myself cuz I got self-esteem, sometimes I
Wonder if I'm just chasing a fantasy