i havent touched this ferr a week? i'm just so muggerish now! actually i'm just studying physics. this is so dumb! my chem is also important! gahh. i need more space to study. i'm just so glad i dont have to go to school to affect my mood ferr studying. ya. so someone promised to never make me feel that way again and after a few months its just another empty promise mel gets again. when will she ever get a true friend in that horrible school. so all are just hypocrites who make empty promises. i'm just going to start bitching about everyone that i hate now. i dont realyl care anymore. so you guys just call me whatever you want since you've always wanted to call me a bimbo then go ahead. i dont need anyone. i just want to be left alone. so everyone always thinks i'm fine just because i always look happy. sighs. i wish grace was in my school. i get to start complaining about the person to ensure my stable mood. now no more grace and i'm just dying. i shall decide to dsa to the jc grace is going to. GRACE YOU BETTER NOT GO POLY THEN! hahahs.i dont really know what i am now or how i'm feeling. i jsut feel like a person who's entire life is about studying. no more running. no more hanging out at orchard all the time. not even one percent of the time. is that what nus high has to offer? they said all roundedness. ya. i'm still looking forward for that to become reality. i want to run really really well. GO AWAY YOU HAZE. arghs. stupid fever aint making things better.