8/03/2006 10:36:00 pm
Thursday, August 03, 2006
WHY AM I ALWAYS KEPT IN THE DARK ABOUT EVERYTHING? YOU GUYS THINK ITS FUN TO NOT EVEN KNOW WHATS GOING ON THEN FINE. I"LL JUST STAY THE WAY I AM RIGHT NOW. I DONT ISOLATE MYSELF FROM YOU GUYS FERR NO REASON. I DONT CARE OKAYS. I WANT TO BE FRIENDS LIKE HOW WE USED TO BE. TOO BAD YOU GUYS DONT WANT IT. I'LL JUST FINISH MY STUDIES AND LEAVE THIS YOUTH BEHIND. IT WAS NEVER A GOOD ONE TO START WITH. THANKS TONS TO YOU ALL WHO FOOLED ME TO THINK YOU MADE MY DAY. DONT COME NEAR ME IF YOU DONT CARE OKAYS.i nearly had you
but i never did
i'll face that fact
i'm not lost
without you