8/31/2006 10:26:00 pm
Thursday, August 31, 2006
i just saw the picture from mg!
its so GAY! hahahs
even the male teachers whatever are wearing mg uniform!
hahahs
i really miss mg now
but ohwells.
MR ANG SANG UBERLYY WELL AS WELL!
hahahs.
WE SIMPLE LOVE MR ANG DONT WE[:
teachers day celebration was so messy lahs
but still fun.
ZHISHU IS GOING TO MARRY XIANGQIN!![:
so sweet. hahahs.
8/30/2006 11:51:00 pm
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
just got back from marina square with the brunei students. how fun okays. hee. anyways, today's just another one day in the month that brings back many many memories, both good and bad. wells, the rain added to it.
ohwells. the good thing's that one month has passed.[:
i'll never ever let this go okays sweetie[:
bad thing. erms. iono if i should say it. nvm. i shouldnt. just that a few months ago on the same date while it was raining something quite significant so called happened? whatever it is, its the past. i cant pick up those memories anymore.
BYEBYE!
8/30/2006 04:26:00 pm
SINCE RETARD STILL DONT HAVE HER POSTERS UP
VOTE FERR RETARD CHUA![:
smiles.
she's like the best choice okays!
8/27/2006 05:12:00 pm
Sunday, August 27, 2006
the charity concert was so cute. hahahs. some parts kind of boring though. its like. ya. bryan was sleeping! how dare you lahs. but i'm really sorry about the entire thing okays? i'll refund your sleep. who ask you play lan with ryan joseph and jacob? why do twins have different hairstyles? wierd lahs. hahahs. i think i'm wierder. grins. the titration thingy was super sweet! GOSH. i got confession to make! i'm sorry debra! i forgot to buy your thingy.]: i know i'll it from you tmr or something lahs. ya. i'm ready ferr it! hahahs. this is retarded. ms wong's band was UBERLYY funkyness like peas okays! ryan and bryan laughing at someone who tried to do something on stage. how horrible them. hahahs. okays. not true okays. he's just lousy. hehs. jkjk. whahahs. brunei interactions on wednesday! smiles. this is SO EXCITING![:
on to the run. changed meeting place from marina bay to raffles. although i got on my bus late, i was still the earliest! hahahs. quite amazing and i waited quite long. those people wearing the shirt on the train seemed so scary! RARRHS. so i went to change my shirt and continued waiting. we walked cum run to esplanade! we didnt have a place to keep our bags so ryan cheryl and i kept it in the female's restroom! hahahs. then we met the rest! we didnt even know we were suppsoe to start running. hahahs. so we were still walking until we noticed a handful of people running. heh. so cheryl ryan and i ran beyond the crowd. hahahs. then we all split up. so LONELY]: i ran without stopping! hahahs. iono how long though. I DREAD WATER POINTS LIKE WOMBATS! conjusted and we had no choice but to 'stop running'. it was like how slack lahs. even sports school and army was slack! how dumb okays. ARGHS. i found cheryl after the run! then the rest found us. ryan MIA!]: so we went back to esplanade and his bag was GONE. ohno! he got it already. hahahs. he spent forever convincing the leaner it was his bag in the restroom. hahahs. thats funny. then we went to the mrt and i met my brother. i went to pastamania with him, then decided to go carls jr instead. hehs. we saw his friends! andand. HIS OFFICER THOUGHT I WAS HIS GIRLFRIEND. thats the silliest lahs. his officer's msg: darn. i thought i caught you in the act. thats after my brother replied and told him i'm his sister. hahahs. why do people think this way all the time? even in the hospital. the nurses thought he was my boyfriend. hahahs. carls jr has UBERLY BIG SERVINGS! ohyesyes. i was stinking! GAHH. i'm still tired now.
I WONT SEE MR BENBEN TIL TWO WEEKS FROM NOW AGAIN]:
suppose to go last week but his exam was postponed so his mommie didnt allow him to go. then today he went but i had the run. next week he's got a hike. sniifffs. we'll both make sure we're going on 10th sept![:
8/22/2006 11:24:00 pm
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
two posts in a day since people complain i dont blog enough. i really dont see much future ferr myself. i really wish to drop out of school. i want to go back to a main stream school. i've had enough of people saying i'm smart because i'm not at all.i'm like doing badly now. so what if my maths used to top everyone else last time? sleep ferr 45 mins ferr the paper and i still could pass? i cant do it now. now i dont even have enough time to finish a paper. see my standard now lahs. its like so lousy. i've deproved.
moving on. i really dont know who i can trust right now. the person once so dear to me is just like another friend right now. i miss the old times. but i've heard many say. friendships rarely last a lifetime. cant ours be that one out of a million? when will something that i really treasure last? i dont even think anything will last over a long period of time. things rust. decompose and rot over time. so much ferr true love. its never going to exist as much as i wish it would last. even relationships are a hassle. whats love if its all about wkling along town areas, holding hands, cuddling or kissing to tell the entire world that you've got a partner? furthermore, that person got to look good to make you look good. then in true love, the relation is strained to the world's ideal love thingy. true love waits. its patient and kind. self sacrificial and you get my point. where did the physical aspects come in? its just like flavours.why cant i continue living in an unrealistic world? the mel's fantasy world is better. i sometimes look back and wonder. why did i ever want to grow up last time? now i really want to go back in time. to be a kid. so carefree. cried whenever i wanted to. had a maid who was like another mother to me. even now she's still so caring when she's back in her country. i need something to get me moving. i'm drained. totally. nothing's left of me to carry me through. i know almost everyone in class can tell i'm no longer as happy go lucky. i'm sorry. i'm trying my best to be happy again. so we should all smile!Dear daddy up therei need your light to shine down on me and pour your holy spirit out to me once more. i need your touch and your strength. i want to fly on eagle's wings and soar through the winds with You by my side. i want only You. i hope the closest ones to me can understand and would respect this love that i want to develop with You. its not that i dont love them but You're first place in my heart. You make my life right. i'm giving the wheel of my life to You once more. at the crossroads lost ferr directions of where to head. PLEASE BE MY GUIDE AMEN
8/22/2006 10:04:00 pm
retard your post super funny!
i agree with the last linex]
its fun to reject guys
thankies hansiang ferr your songs[:
ytd was the worst day of my life.
pe u wasnt feeling good
then forget to bring my cheena oral
then left my shoes and file in the canteen
then had no mp3 to run
then maths had to do something i didnt know
lunch was just boring
music was alright
physics was bad
i couldnt get the answer
although i had the working!]:
ferr once i got the idea![:
geog was not htat bad
then laundry is DUMB!
lost ANOTHER skort
what on earth is wrong
so i was late to get to my godparents house
after laundry, rushed to the bus stop
forgot my wallet!
rush back to get it and back to the bus stop
waited so long ferr the bus
too full so it didnt stop!]:
so i rushed to the next stop
ran ferr the bus!
then my parents insisted i go home
so this morning i rushed to school at 6.30 to change]:
i hate it when its like that.
i'm so glad i've got all of you
8/16/2006 10:36:00 pm
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
i shall take a break from chem(:
my brains are working too hard!
they'll POP soon lahs
GRACE WE'LL WATCH LAKE HOUSE ON SAT![:
erms. i hope i wont have something up
I went crazy from chem!
I LOVE SOYA BEAN MILK!
TWO DOSES TODAY SMILES
morning and noon.[:
TMR I'LL DIE]:
SOMEONE CAMPING AGAIN SOON]:
8/13/2006 05:32:00 pm
Sunday, August 13, 2006
whats with everyone's mood today
i'm going to get down to physics
i wont get my mood dampened
I CANT FOCUS!]:
i wish i had a normal family
just like anyone else
i want to be
just like any other girl
i'm less that ordinary
so i dont really care right now
i'm an IF
insignificant figure
unlike my eccentric kor
SF mitch kor.
i miss your company.]:
8/11/2006 10:39:00 pm
Friday, August 11, 2006
SHOUTBACKS[:
RETARD]]i loveyou toos! hahahs. you'll be the best b div next year okays? smiles.
MAYFONG]]thankies. i know i did badly. who said long dist runners cant run short dist]:
CHERYL]]HELLOS[: hahahs. you ran well! super well in fact. heh. well done<3>
WEICHENG]]you gave your best and you did super well already. smiles. just train mroe with me okays? hehs. your perfect ten mei loves you!(:
REIKO]] yesyes attractive SIS(:
SRINATH]]BROTHER! thankies. you must take care toos. dont overstrain!
ANREN]] hey kor. smiles. dont worry too much okays? ya.
hahahs. i was super bored to tag lahs. grins.
okays okays. today was one of the bestest days! maybe someone finaly took notice of me. i just cant help it because i've been noticing you from a distance. your first words felt like heaven. maybe you'll never realise how much they meant to me///
8/10/2006 01:18:00 pm
Thursday, August 10, 2006
i should be studying ferr loggy test):
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE<3
i had a wonderful national day![:
i just snipsnip my hair!
its FUNNY]:
i'm hooked onto a song
it started with a kiss song!
GRACE LAHS!
i want to run):
ps. i'm sorry ferr torturing you with all that walking ytd my dear. i know you love me more than the cat[: you're the best! hugs. cheer up okays? seeyou when you're back(:
8/09/2006 10:12:00 am
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
okays. so i'm feeling super lousy but i'll chill ferr now.
the cheers were fine. gel almost fell!): but your house was perfecto(: so was faraday! hahahs. watched them prac over and over again and they got what they deserve[: onr b div guys are great okays. especially our team(: aaron jenkin daniel andre. joseph's team was like, telling half the world to hold hands to receive the prize. hahs. next year we'll swap everything. it's our goal. smiles. mayfong and yichen can![: those two rock lahs. retard! cheryl! well done. smiles. mitch and cheng and RYAN! cheng please. DONT PUSH YOURSELF THAT WAY. its scary. ELAINE YOU WERE SUPER(:
MY LEG STILL HURTS]: dont care. i am proud to be in NOBEL!<3
8/08/2006 10:45:00 pm
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
NOBEL YOU GUYS WERE THE BEST OKAYS[:
the cheerleaders and runners and the others! we put on a good fight. we did our best[except ferr me]:]
i fell after my first race. 2nd one i hurt myself. how smart can i get? such a lousy tracker lahs. sometimes i feel like just quiting track and go to some other cca which i can slack. but i want to run well. iono why on earth i'm so into running. but i mess up all the time. its just wishful thinking to run well maybe?
dont bother encouraging me with fake words.that wont work):
8/07/2006 11:15:00 pm
Monday, August 07, 2006
i'll do it all together(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOUISE!HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MICHELLE<3ONE MONTH TO JOHN'S BIRTHDAY(:ONE MONTH ONE DAY TO JOEL'S BIRTHDAY!ONE MONTH MINUS ONE DAY TO SRINATH'S BIRTHDAYONE DAY TO SPORTS DAY):physics is fun(:
8/04/2006 10:01:00 am
Friday, August 04, 2006
my laptop needs to get to the hospital
but i can only allow it to be admitted
during my hols]:
ohman.
poor thing.
i feel the pain ferr my lappy.
sniifffs.
i'm bored at home
i got stomach pain again today!]:
almost died okays
[not really but.]
i found teresa's love post(:
FERR ME
hahahs
its on july tenth<3
FOP TMR![:
ACSI MUSICAL TMR![:
i hope the pain gets lost]:
i dont want to land in hospital again!
i'm still depressed):
did i mention
pictures up on my blog!(:
8/03/2006 10:36:00 pm
Thursday, August 03, 2006
WHY AM I ALWAYS KEPT IN THE DARK ABOUT EVERYTHING? YOU GUYS THINK ITS FUN TO NOT EVEN KNOW WHATS GOING ON THEN FINE. I"LL JUST STAY THE WAY I AM RIGHT NOW. I DONT ISOLATE MYSELF FROM YOU GUYS FERR NO REASON. I DONT CARE OKAYS. I WANT TO BE FRIENDS LIKE HOW WE USED TO BE. TOO BAD YOU GUYS DONT WANT IT. I'LL JUST FINISH MY STUDIES AND LEAVE THIS YOUTH BEHIND. IT WAS NEVER A GOOD ONE TO START WITH. THANKS TONS TO YOU ALL WHO FOOLED ME TO THINK YOU MADE MY DAY. DONT COME NEAR ME IF YOU DONT CARE OKAYS.i nearly had you
but i never did
i'll face that fact
i'm not lost
without you
8/02/2006 04:48:00 pm
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
HELLOS!(:
i'm back from the hospital
smiles
i was super scared when i was in pain
its really scary to cry ferr an unknown reason):
but at least now i'm better
going back to nuh tmr again
dr seah ask me to go home
mr lim say send me to nuh
so the admin staff and michelle followed me
i was talking to the pain!=X
i'll see my parents tmr(:
i got poked5 times before the meedle got in!
super pain lahs
then this morning the needle area was swollen):
ohwells
it stil is swelling
dont care anymore
at least i know i'm quite sure i dont need op![:
i need to rest again.=X
BYEBYE[: