hey you know who. i guess i can feel the way you do. maybe you dont feel it but really, you're the few that i can associate with. trust me okays. i'm always here ferr you as a sister.(: honestly, if you were another girl and you told me you were sad because of a break up because its the guy who did something to hurt you, i would tell you he's a total jerk. if oyu're a guy, then the other way round about the girl. but i know she's not that kind. coz i would never have gotten so close to her if she was those kind of girl. we're both more or less the same i guess. all we want is a sense of security from the guy we love. i guess you know that by now. maybe she could feel it but as we both know how she is, you got to say it. its a feeling thats hard ferr people who's not going through it to feel. just move on coz there's always a God whom we can love and our life should really evolve around Him. i'm always here ferr you okays. smiles. i cant remember what i wanted to say. but seriously, you're a great guy. she's really a lucky girl to used to have you okays. and you're lucky to have her. i guess i'll just be there to advice you if you need okays? smiles. so all the best with this period of time and we'll go hang out together to keep our thoughts away and just enjoy what we have now and move on from here.(: remember. studies is what we want now. studies lead us to a better future hopefully and that'll make her happier next time. yuppies. loveyou tons you know who. i'm always a sister you can count on.(:
this is such a horrible life. i really need a purpose!): please return to me. whats rightfully mine do not take it away anymore PLEASE LORD. my first love will never fade. i will love JESUS(: